Growing Up

Going from high school to life, childhood to adulthood, is hard. Its like your heading towards the light at the end of the tunnel all your life then you get out there and everythings light. You can go anywhere but there are traps and holes everywhere and no signs. The only thing you have is what you learned in the tunnel. And theres a lot you never knew about til you got out of the tunnel. With no direction and no guidance we are thrown into this beautiful world full of deception and forced to adapt. And im learning its hard to find your way when your on your own and you dont know where to go.

5/20/2014

While some posts will have names or funny comments in the title this is just about the start of a new thing I'm trying in my life. I'm hoping this will go better than most of my adventures because not much sticks in my life. Change is an ever present omen now a days. A lot is bad in the world and I'm sorry that you'll unfortunately receive most of the crazy ranting about insanity. You'll also receive my deep and inspired thoughts that have led me to the heartbreakingly understanding person I am today. I'm not your average girl, but I'm good at pretending. I've become a master of the mask and can act fine when I feel awful inside. I've become the silent sufferer, getting stoned to take the pain away. To make the world fade into a reality that's undeniably satisfactory. That's as much as is possible in a world like this. With every day hope for humanity is drained with the ridiculousness of it all. Society is a trap and I'm directly in the middle of it. This blog will illustrate my journey from this point out into my own life and the struggles of becoming an adult in a depressing world. It's not easy and I wish it was, but that's life. And life isn't all it used to be.